He started writing at the
age of thirty-eight
and most of his early poems were
about starting late,
being a late bloomer
He said he'd spent those thirty-eight
years figuring out what not to be
and in the process of figuring
that out he did a lot of
living
changed countless jobs
and locations
and lovers
enemies
customs
religions
political views
philosophies
opinions
and now it was time to
document all that
with as little fiction added
as possible
he began
and went on
fueled by the saying
"Since I started so late
I owe it to myself
to keep going."
He kept going
And the young
fresh writers
the budding talents
the prodigies
shit-talked him for being a delirious
old fool who mistook
fiction for reality
And they rated and reviewed
his works and referred to them
as being dull garbage that
belonged into the trash can
"Oh, poor fool," they said. "He's just
trying to sell the world bald cats.
That's what he's trying to do. He strips
them of fur, of the beauty that makes
cats desirable, lovable. Behold,
his works are so raw, the
writing so simple, so
lazy and devoid of any description.
He tells the reader that there are
curtains before the window but fails to
show what color, shape, smell,
effectiveness of keeping the sunlight away
from a housewife's eyes while she
examines the cucumbers brought in
with the last trip to the grocery store.
Raw and dry
that's how he is
raw and dry
and that deems his works not
worthy of our attention.
Though we are a bit sorry for the old fool.
No matter what the voices in his head
told him
there is such a thing as being too
late to begin
and this is it. See? He's like an eighty
year old playing hockey with the pros,
athletes in their prime."
What those who haven't done
enough living fail to realize is that
in this world there is a market for
literally anything and everything.
And a market you can't find
is just a market that has but to be
started
and the customers will come.
There are lots of people who love
bald cats and even prefer them
over the furry ones.
No market has ever died because
of the customer
only because of the merchant.
As long as you're that merchant who
doesn't give up you'll sell your
stuff eventually
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really liking your work & this one rings a bell _ I get similar(ish) comments from the guardians of lyrical (bourgeois) purity – have you ever read Miroslav Holub? I think you’d like him!
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Will definitely check him out!
Thanks •ᴗ•
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Very deep and some parts are hilariously funny. Bravo!
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Thank you, Jay (๑>◡<๑)
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Very touching
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Thank you (。◕‿‿◕。)
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it’s interesting – he writes about the reality he has experienced on the one hand, but on the other hand it is perceived as “bald cats” by some others, which are not a common occurrence in nature.
Also – https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Charles_Bukowski
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Indeed 🙂
It’s old Buk I had in mind when writing this one. The part with “since I started so late I owe it to myself to continue” is of course from one of his letters (sent to his publisher if I remember correctly).
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I wrote this, inspired by him: https://skepticskaddish.com/2020/06/05/bukowski-or-runoff/
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Good shit chief
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Thanks (̿▀̿ ̿Ĺ̯̿̿▀̿ ̿)̄
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I owe it to myself to keep going 👏
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I always come back to this saying (^_^)
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I love this poem, with its spare, knowing imagery.
Gwen.
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Thank you, Gwen ฅ(≈●ܫ●≈)
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A poem reminiscent of a mental opium.
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Hahah, guess that’s what it is, indeed
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