the stress was messing with her periods so she got even more stressed as a result Oh, and that guy she met through the dating app, he considered himself catfished. Why? She looked like in the pictures. No difference. More stress... It all started with the premature death of her mother And then there was the messy divorce and all that But she didn't wanna think about it There was only one way to cope with the stress She sat on the couch and turned the TV on and got the nail clippers out of her makeup kit and used them to chip pieces of skin off her knuckles and then chew them like sunflower seeds it worked wonders as a stress relief technique The skin of her hands looked very much like Swiss cheese but the dents were rimmed with redness She watched her hands as she chewed on the pieces of skin and then it hit her "Oh God! I'm such a dumbass. I forgot to take off my wedding ring. No wonder the guy considered himself catfished. He saw my hands and thought I was some unhappy wife looking for hookups. Oh dear..."
but what if it was all a dream? All a nightmare What if he wasn't just a construction worker who fell from the scaffold and couldn't get up and was in incredible pain from the torso up because he had no more feeling below? If this was all a dream all a nightmare and he was no construction worker barely making ends meet then his wife did not divorce him a few weeks ago and she did not take the kids and she did not have another man in her life If it was all a dream a nightmare then he did not just jump to his death If it was all a dream a nightmare
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Not too many horizons
when you live in a small home
with small windows
and thick blinders
and only face the smoky ceiling
as you sit sprawled on the bed,
bottle in hand, more empty than full,
cigarette between fingers, more ashes
Work starts only the day after tomorrow
so there is nothing to do now
just like there won’t be much to do then
He’s not alone in this,
this young man
He thinks now of past lovers
and it’s like God delivers a gift all of a sudden
There’s a knock on the door
about to vomit
and finds his way to the door
It’s been… What, a year already?
The woman holds a child in her arms
and tells him it’s his.
The same whore who ran away with the little
money he had about…
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same thing After a painful breakup she would have her sister over for some hardcore drinking and nasty chatting Usually there would be a little over ten shots of tequila with salt and no lemon that brought along their favorite story "When I told you to lie down on the carpet," her sister said, "and I brought the dog over you and jerked him off in your hair." "Crazy bitch." "No, it was funny! It was funnier when dad saw you with that shit stuck in your hair and your collar and he beat up our babysitter's boyfriend who visited that day. Hahahahaha!" "Poor fucker..." "Yeah. Him dying in the hospital put daddy behind bars, you know?" "I know." "And then it was all heaven for us." "It was?" "Duh. We were free to go out with guys then. Mom didn't mind. She had her own." "Yeah, I guess life was pretty nice to us..."